"that i must, like a whore, unpack my heart with words" - my nigga billydeannaismynameMay 4 2006, 03:02:41 UTC
its such a paradox everyone is happier when a secret is revealed because we are living our lives in a reality that is a tad bit closer to truth, except you, the betrayer and the owner of the secret, the betrayed.
liking persons a and b and then not all of a sudden, is like a little more truth too, cause you were just in love with the idea of something about them, whether its the way they could or do make you feel, or just anything at all and then all of sudden you realize thats precisely what it is. you are in love with some sort of feeling that is related to them, whether comfort or confidence (in reference to yourself), and not in love with them, and you cant even pretend to love, or even love love, you must love that you love love (which is just an idea) and not something that has feelings back.
well i like a person, a, but he's dating a girl and they have been for like two years.. theyre practically married, but "a"'s friends said that they think he wants to like.. move on or something. i guess thats good.
ps, i went to camp today. your rock is still there. so is all the shit we wrote all over cabent 29 like "hollaback banana" and "ur mom <3s str8 ^ hott" and "05 rocked me and so did kp"<-- that one was scratched out by cece though.
yesssss. 6 more weeks. ♥
ps, i get out of school june 9. i go to camp june 18. thats like, a week gap. you should come STAY WITH ME. or something. or, maybe not. but it'd be TOTALLY AWESOMELY AWESOME if you did.
I love an a. like, love a and a doesn't like me as much as i like a. and its confusing a. told me that a liked me and now doesn't talk to me as much, and a doesn't even smile at me anymore. It makes me sad. But it feels good to be in love, but not when it hurts to the point where you start crying in your sleep.
i see a random et in there. i do that a lot, but with sed and quod.
so it's not only me! i am always in love with love so i usually find someone to fall madly in like with, and usually i wouldn't ever date any of those people anyway. oh man, horomones.
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everyone is happier when a secret is revealed because we are living our lives in a reality that is a tad bit closer to truth, except you, the betrayer and the owner of the secret, the betrayed.
liking persons a and b and then not all of a sudden, is like a little more truth too, cause you were just in love with the idea of something about them, whether its the way they could or do make you feel, or just anything at all and then all of sudden you realize thats precisely what it is. you are in love with some sort of feeling that is related to them, whether comfort or confidence (in reference to yourself), and not in love with them, and you cant even pretend to love, or even love love, you must love that you love love (which is just an idea) and not something that has feelings back.
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love.
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yesssss. 6 more weeks. ♥
ps, i get out of school june 9. i go to camp june 18. thats like, a week gap. you should come STAY WITH ME. or something. or, maybe not. but it'd be TOTALLY AWESOMELY AWESOME if you did.
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i see a random et in there. i do that a lot, but with sed and quod.
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i am always in love with love so i usually find someone to fall madly in like with, and usually i wouldn't ever date any of those people anyway.
oh man, horomones.
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