I just got hit on, through the phone lol! fucking weird

Some guy from bellsouth called my job today and i answered the phone and i bitched at him telling him to please take us off the computer because we receive calls from them offering us stuff everyday and we already have said we arent interested, he then appologizes and tells me that he is ( Read more... )

So this past weekend has been ... weird, sad, just w/e odd.
I still feel empty, betrayed, mainly just empty.
I'm now more insecure than i have ever been in my life.
I had a nightmare last night, i woke up and felt like punching a wall,
but i cant do that since well my hand already hurts.
you know i think that in my life duh ive felt down and "depressed ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHH! I'M SO NERVOUS!!!

i think that tonight out of all the yrs of me dancing ... today will be the day that i actually like mess up big =(
im so nervous.... wth is wrong with me .... ay ay ay!!!!!

:::jumps around and wiggles:::

i think i should lay off the cough drops lol

So i lost the battle =(
I am now coughing all over the place with a sore throat....NOT COOL!

I'm going to end up hyperventalating [sp?] tonight after my dance =(

Talking about my dance .... lol i forgot a lot of the steps last night.... so yeah lets hope i dont forget tonight... and if i do, what the fuck do they know?!? its my solo ill make up ( Read more... )

Man! my stomach keeps hurting =(

So yeah some sort of plague is going around my entire family is sick, so is a bunch of ppl that i've talked to ... i just overdosed my ass with Dayquil and Cough drops haha i feel funny, but yeah i have to keep myself good till after wednesday night... my throat keeps getting all scratchy and my nose stuffy but i ( Read more... )

Ok so last night God and i got into a little arguement...=\

My baby brother is really sick =( it makes me wanna cry and take away how he feels so i can feel it instead i rather be sick then him.

Things between tony and i are ok, we're still just friends... i dont know maybe the thought of him actually losing me made him snap out of it... his look in ( Read more... )

Finally the pictures ive been owing you all =)

they will be very much at random ♥

( Soho )

Last night was the night of my dreams.
My 3 favorite bands were great!

Flyleaf was just in my opinion breathtaking... those that know that reason why i love them so much would understand why i would get all teary eyed singing along to their songs... specially singing along to "all around me" for that one i got a huge knot in my throat, i was crying ( Read more... )

I got my bestfriend back =)

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He ended it... he ended the "break" he broke up with me completely... we arent on a break anymore, we're done...
I'm not worth fighting for.
I'm not worth anything....
Its all my fault in his eyes...

I just wanted to feel i was worth it.... i wanted to not be the only one always humbling myself so our relationship wouldnt be just arguements.
a yr and 3 ( Read more... )