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Nov 23, 2005 12:37

My life is falling apart and I have no idea what to do about it or how to fix it.

I hate not being in control.

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whoputonurheart November 25 2005, 03:32:22 UTC
feels really fucking awesome to have shit get fucked up for ya huh? i love it. nice.

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rocker_gurl18 November 25 2005, 22:03:17 UTC
Umm...I'm not sure if that was meant to be rude or not but it sure sounds like it. What the hell did I do??

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whoputonurheart November 26 2005, 02:46:55 UTC
oh what the hell did you do? lets see... its more like, what the hell did you and carrie do? remember that night jessi and i were in one of our fights... well chad filled me in on the whole situation and im really glad you two bitches helped convince jessi to go out and do what she did that night. thanks a FUCKING LOT. you two interupting assholes were encouraging her the whole time to hook up with jaime. saying oh well if youve liked him for so long why dont you just do something with him. even though it is to my understanding she said i should go home. and you two assholes were like, NO youre home and we never see you so you have to party with us. and then you lied to my face the next day when i had to get her card... about her not doing anything. i am so grateful for that. you and carrie seriously played a good part in fucking up the best thing i had going for me.

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__deaddisco November 26 2005, 04:18:01 UTC
Spencer, don't be mad at them. I did it, it was my fault. Its not like they held a gun to my head and forced me to. I shouldn't have done it even if I had a stadium of people yelling at me to. So don't take it out on them, its over; its done.

And please don't reply to this.

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__deaddisco November 25 2005, 05:46:05 UTC
Oh no are people mad at you? You are so obivously the worst person off here. Thanks for telling me anything when I fucking called you.

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rocker_gurl18 November 25 2005, 22:05:47 UTC
What the hell is your problem??!!! Last time I checked when I was upset I didnt feel like talking about it. I appreciate you calling me but obviously you're pissed at me for something. I didnt feel like talking about it becuase I would have cried and I had to be at work in an hour so I really didnt want to go in with bloodshot swollen eyes. I honestly dont remember doing anything wrong to you and if you're pissed at me for something I would appreciate if you would tell me instead of being flat out rude in a l/j comment.

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__deaddisco November 26 2005, 04:18:51 UTC
Sorry, that was totally uncalled for. I just had no idea what had gone on and was mad that you didn't mention it at all. But its not your problem and I apologize.

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care7bear November 27 2005, 01:28:04 UTC
ok....so i know this whole fight thing is over but...spencer, if you think that me and veronique made jessi do anything than that's pretty stupid...we were all in the wrong for wanting to go out and drink because of how shitty our lives were at the moment but that's no reason to be pissed at me and veronique about it...i thought you were more mature than that but obviously not....

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whoputonurheart November 27 2005, 04:51:40 UTC
you are such a bitch. seriously... you do this to so many people. not necessary what happened with jessi and i but you get involved in shit. talk shit. say stupid shit. and seriously... and i know for a fact you were encouraging her because i could first off hear you over the phone, and second of all chad told me everything that was said in the car that i didnt know. you and v are just lame and have to go have a good time for your fucking selves and you dont care about other peoples feelings... or at what cost it could be to them. its fucking ridiculous as shit ( ... )

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care7bear November 27 2005, 05:55:39 UTC
ok...the whole alex thing wasn't about why he was being quiet...if you would remember things correctly and not make shit up this is what went on...

we were talking about how jac and manny hang out a lot and how we thought they had had sex and your buddy alex chimed in with a "she's a virgin" and all i said was "i don't think so" and he was the one that got rude about it...i'm sorry you have to make shit up to feel better about yourself only to put others down.

well i really don't care how much your little egotistical mr music man self hates me....i really could care less!! i'm sorry that me and veronique hypnotized jessi into hanging out with us and "making" her do things that she didn't want to do....

so i'm done with you and all of your stupid little emo bullshit...

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care7bear November 27 2005, 05:57:09 UTC
plus...chad didn't know any of the details of what was going on because he was outside of the car when me, jessi and v were in the car talking...he was hanging out with eirk and chris

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care7bear November 27 2005, 05:59:05 UTC
don't worry about any of it v because if he can't understand that we didn't make jessica do anything than he isn't worth our time and he certainly doesn't deserve our friendship and he obviously never did...

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whoputonurheart November 27 2005, 07:43:24 UTC
i would not pay you money to be your friend or hang out with you. what a fucking waste. anyone doing it for free is fucking foolish cause you are fucking low as hell. and youre a fucking bitch to boot. youre materialistic. youre shallow. youre cocky.... youre seriously just a little teen drama queen. literally.

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rocker_gurl18 November 27 2005, 09:01:29 UTC
Ok Jesus Fucking Christ ( ... )

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__deaddisco November 27 2005, 09:41:31 UTC
Holy cow, amen V. And Spencer... There are two possible things going on here:

#1: You are actually sad because you DID love me enough to marry me someday and I really was the "best thing in your life", and you'll forgive me someday and we'll be okay. Because you don't marry someone that you only love when they don't screw up. People who really love each other can work through anything. And you are trying really hard to hide how hurt you are by going out and screwing around and partying 24/7. (This one would make more sense if you weren't threatening me and trying to ruin my life).

#2: You didn't love me that much, and don't give a shit about me now, and never will in the future. In this case, you can leave all of us alone and move on like you swear you've already done. I'm taking my car up for winter/spring quarter, so really, you only ever have to see me 2 more times in your whole life and you never have to see Carrie or V again. You got us all back, especially me, and honestly probably more than you needed to. So LET IT

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