she kissed me today... an actual kiss initiated by her. weird. for some reason it was one of those pause in time moments. kinda giving me that tingly feeling... cant understand why though.

school and  certain people are making me pissy... my stress level = extreame right now

im still here... if it matters.

i fucking hate my life...

why can't i just go back to being like 7 when i could do everything on my own and the biggest problem i'd have is not being able to stay out late enough to play or the biggest choice to be made was what time to get out of bed or who to call first....

i fucking hope i get this weekend off, maybe it'll help things a bit.

so yesterday some lady who aparently thought that me and brittany had a "bad attitude"... this in turn set me off to have a nervous break-down. thank you ugly fat whore in pink ( Read more... )

the burn is peeling... it kinda looks like a fucked up skin disease.
thank you warped tour (or stubborness)

im still here if anyone cares... definatly not working that much ever again.

i have survived 34 hours... the next 3 days = SHIT

maybe tuesday i will have a chance to get new tires... they keep going low and i think it's about time at least for the front two.

.... 50 hours to go....

once again, i've got a long week ahead of me....

Wednesday 3-10
Thursday 4-11
Friday 6-4 (maybe 2 depends)
Saturday 8-3 / 4-11
Sunday 8-3 / 4-11
Monday 6-2 / 3-10
Tuesday 3-10

....we'll just see if i can pull off 3 doubles in a row

Saturday 8-3 / 4-11
Sunday 8-3
Monday 6-2 / 3-10
Tuesday 3-10
Wednesday 3-10
Thursday 4-11
Friday 6-4
Saturday 8-3
Sunday 8-3 / 4-11
Monday 3-10
Tuesday 3-10

time is limited .... what a great summer this shall be. tell me why i havn't just killed myself yet?

I suck at saying no...

therefore, i ended placing myself in a nice 12 hour day. at least it was slow and i didn't end up bitting someones head off.

my favorite part was the one where sharon couldn't call me herself because she knew i wouldn't answer if she were to call me so she had another manager from a different store do it...