Hardly anyone reads this damn thing, so I figure I can say whatever I want.

Life fucking sucks. I'm gonna kill myself. Fo shizzle this time.

I hate people.

I hate love.

I hate life.

I hate Kyle.

I hate crying.

I hate hating everything.

I love cutting.

I love blood.

I'm ready to die.

It floods over me and takes over my life ( Read more... )

How could you know that behind my eyes a sad girl cried ( Read more... )

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "Harry retreated farther as the dementor bore down upon him" - what else would you expect from me ( Read more... )

I HATE MY GOD DAMN FUCKING LIFE I WANT TO DIE RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!

Kyle and Chris got into a fight even when I told both of them not to talk to each other, and I called Kyle and told him I hated him, and I don't even know what to say to Chris anymore. AKLKDGJLAKJDGLKMSLAETOTORGMERIWPOUVCXMNBVIPOHCVLKJI!!!

Fuck life.

Dig my grave, dig it deep
Marble stone from head to feet
On my grave, place a dove
To show the world I died for love.

I forgot to say that besides the InuYasha and PopTarts, I have my Chris. I dunno what I'd do without you, I love you to death. =)

Today was nothing out of the ordinary. I cut myself today because I had another dream about Andrew and I just cant handle life anymore by myself. It was the first time in 6 months that I'd cut myself and I thought I had it under control, but when things weigh down on me so heavily without resolution, I need to release the pain. I wish I ( Read more... )

Good Things About Yesterday:
1) Trent and I talked about things that should have been said a long ass time ago.
2) I got a ( fire newt. )