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[rockerxinlove]

this is the worst thanksgiving so far.
rob almost broke up with me. He
told me he is sick of feeling not
good enough and sick of fighthing
and arguing. I almost left, but i
knew that would make it worse.
So i just cried. He said he didnt
know what to do. He felt depressed
and not happy with us. He wanted
to go on a break. a "mutual agreement".
i cried

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Feelings aren't good or bad, right or wrong. They are what they are. Trying to control them causes more damage. it's ok to be hurt, confused, and 100 things at once.

Today I am angry, depressed, apathetic, angry, cynical, and basically all crappy feelings. The best thing I'm doing for myself is just accepting them and riding them out. I'll feel better when I want to.