Hi. Lauren doesn't want to be my friend - she made that crystal clear - then why has she befriended me on here? Of course, Lord, I still miss her grealy. Yesterday, I was bawling because of this.
Metai ae. That was a mistake. Meaning adding you. I fixed it after I realized what I did. Sorry for the confusion. You'll be fine. i know you will. God will take care of you. We're all in God's care. There's no safer place to be.
You're the one who needs to leave. You're the reason everything went down hill or the main reason. Yes, she and i said something we shouldn't have said, one more than the other. But it was when she went to you instead of letting God help us fix this that things went spiraling out of control. You caused me problems and now you're trying to act all innocent until you have Heather right where you want her and then you'll do the same thing to her like you did to me. Only Heather won’t be strong enough to stand up to you because her parents didn't equip her with the strength and courage to stand on her own. Heather told me several times that she can't stand up to you because she's afraid. She shouldn't be though. She shouldn't be afraid of you or anyone else. And if she is, she should ask God for the strength to stand up to you, like I did. I wasn’t' afraid and that's why you backed off from me. You knew you couldn't get away with your crap because i wouldn't let you. You know who you remind me of? You remind me of Faith in
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She's right and you know itrocketeer4funMarch 25 2010, 20:48:45 UTC
Lauren, you're really not helping. You want to know what happened today? I cried till there were no tears left, because of you. You had to leave just as I was going through a difficult time in my life.
Metai ae. You shouldn't have done that. You shouldn't have said certain things just to make me happy. You should have been honest so our friendship could have been sincere from the beginning. Maybe if you would have been honest instead of listening to your father all the time, maybe things would have turned out differently. Your Dad doesn’t know everything. Lying to me wasn't a smart idea. Whoever taught you how to be a friend should have taken a few lessons of their own. I gave in our friendship. What do you call coming to help you that one time out of nowhere when I could have done a million other things. My Dad wouldn't get off my back for going over there that time in July. When I got back, I still got hell for it, but I did it. I did it because i wanted to help you and because i cared about you. I wouldn't have done it otherwise.
Metai ae. Maybe not. Maybe me breaking it off when I did was a good thing. I'm sorry you're going through a difficult time and I'll def pray for you. But maybe this will help you to rely on others instead of me all the time. That's just it. You were relying on me too much and only me. I don't even think you went to your parents for help except when it concerned telling twisted tales about me. Now maybe without e there to cling to 24/7, you'll rely on them more for emotional support and rely on God as well. He wants to help you too. Maybe you'll even make some new friends. Some friends who are good people unlike cammy.
not very niceemmagoof2010March 26 2010, 00:06:53 UTC
You're not being nice lauren and you're a liar. but I'll tell you what. I'll be nice. Back off now and I'll pretend I care about your mean insensitive insane dribble.
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