Feeling strange and empty this evening. Perhaps it’s work. Perhaps it’s Siddhartha, which I got on Monday (thanks again, Watt) and am attempting to wrap my head around. Perhaps it’s the Evita soundtrack, which always gets me in a mood. Perhaps it’s my period. Who knows, really ( Read more... )

“Pain and suffering are always inevitable for a large intelligence and a deep heart. The really great men must, I think, have great sadness on Earth.” - Feodor Mikhailovich Dostoyevsky

( Love is friendship set on fire. - Jeremy Taylor )

Aaargh! David just called me from camp but our conversation cut out halfway through! Didn't get to give him a proper gushy girlfriend-ish goodbye. Nonetheless, it was so good to hear his voice again, even if it was but for a brief moment. Sigh, swoon, and so forth! That was exactly what I needed tonight - it's cheered me up immensely ( Read more... )

Oh God, please don't let me be one of those pathetic dependent girlfriends who gets all weepy the minute her boyfriend gets out of contact with her.

I just miss him so much at the moment.

So, since I wrote an actual entry in here about a week ago, I’ve been to Melbourne and back, spending four days with my beautiful boyfriend in both “the place to be” and Sydney. I’ve also been to hell and back. Ever since I returned from Wangaratta all those weeks ago, things have taken a turn for the worse. The only times of happiness and sanity ( Read more... )

OH!
THE PLACES YOU'LL GO!You'll be on your way up ( Read more... )

Short and not-so-sweet tonight. My mind is so completely out of it to comprehend writing a real entry ( Read more... )

When the FUCK am I going to stop being so selfish and stop thinking about myself?!

Blah. I'm bored. Again. I wish work would give me... well, work. I only have one shift this week, and next week three of my four shifts are on days I can't work. Plus I finally put my car in to the smash repairers' after my accident last week, and when I called on Thursday to see if I could pick it up - they'd forgotten about it! So I can't get it ( Read more... )