I want to feel so differently right now. there are so many things that i want to say to so many people but everything just seems to be unraveling in front of my eyes. its like a dream. i'm standing on a hill, or just outside somewhere and there is something (or someone) in front of me that i want and i reach for them and it looks like i can reach ( Read more... )

so, i read this thing a short while ago about people in monogamous relationships and how people cheat on their spouse/significant other, what constitutes cheating, polygamous husband vs. monogamous wife, etc. it was very interesting but it left me with a lot of questions, the most important of which is (and this is a question, not a judgement ( Read more... )

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

I just got a new job! I start a week from wednesday at the Rave theatre in vestavia. I originally applied for a manager's position and they hired me for an entry level. they will train me to do everything and see what works out. I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED! but tomorrow i have to put in a weeks notice to chris. ewhhhh. fuck. but nevertheless i am happy ( Read more... )

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! somebody is gonna fucking burn and i'm going to jail for lighting the match!

I do believe that it is only a matter of time before shit hits the fan.

on the lighter side of things, however, it is six, COUNT 'EM 6!, days til my 19th birthday. the defining moment of a smoker's life (well, mine anyway, in alabama, having smoked for nearly three years now)

I don't know what i want to say, or think, or feel right now. i suppose if i was to be somewhere else, i would be just as unhappy but what if i found the somewhere else i wanted to be and he actually wanted to be there with me. what then? would i be happy? I don't mean to be vague but i know there are certain people who read this and might think ( Read more... )

I am just a little heartbroken and really tired. waiting for someone to save you gets old after a while and you just stop and think, "so, nobody's really coming? and that means i have to stay right here forever? with things never changing.... ever?" It almost makes me want to cry.

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