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I'm tired of tears falling on my bed
tell me, am i perfect yet?
the stars were raining down for all to see
but we knew that it was for you and me
they glittered and sparkled with the dreams of the torn
the dreams of the dead and the living, of those yet to be born
the stars came down, but there was no fear
they sank into the ground, so mother earth could hear
the dreams, the glittering dreams, the soft melody
that burned through the sky, for you and me.
nothing i ever do seems right
i just want to know i'll make it through tonight
please make my tears invisible so no one can see
what your words can do to me
please make my cries silent, so no one can hear
the hurt in my heart, with every angry leer
please make me last through tonight
I just wanna know I can do something right
and the moons out tonight
but it won't glow
and her hearts broken
but it wont show
all the broken hearts
where do they go?
that is a secret
only broken hearts know
roses are red
and violets are blue
so it my heart
after you came through
and my tears are clear
and my sobs are loud
but i'm sure
you can't hear a sound
your hurtful words
just add ink to my pen
you've inspired me so much
i dont even know where to begin
and its hard to walk in the rain
when you know it's just going to storm
and it's hard to keep your head up
when all you hear is scorn
and it's hard to keep your heart on your sleeve
when it's just going to break
and it's hard to keep that smile going
when you know it's just fake
and it's hard to keep breathing
when all you want to do is cry
and it's hard to say your ok
when you know it's just a lie
and it's hard to keep on going
but you need to, you'll be fine.
i'm tired of dreaming
because thats when i see you
you always pop up at the worst moments
and now i dont know what to do
i havent seen your face in months
but i dream it every night
and i can remember it for a little while
then i forget by the morning light
it's when you hit the bottom
that you can begin to see
and i'll patch up this heart myself
so i can continue to breathe
and when you go to sleep tonight
to begin to dream of her
i hope she thinks your just a jerk
because sweetheart i concur
i will find my way out of this tunnel
and i'll do it all by myself
and it's all your fault if you think
i'd sit forever on your shelf
because good things don't tend to last
especially when you don't handle them
like the most precious glass
so don't ask me why
when you become part of my past
let me let you in on a secret
i cant stand you, even for a minute
you think you know everything about me
you don't even know the begining, go away, honey.
somedays i just want to push you away
i dont want to deal with harsh life today
somedays the sky falls on me
and my insecurities are on show for all to see
somedays my heart feels like its going to burst
and each time i feel low, the next times the worst
somedays i cry, but silently
so you dont know what you do to me
somedays i cant seem to find the light
much less any way to get through the night
somedays i feel like i just want to give up
but then i see you near me, and just that is enough.
i don't think that i'll ever be perfect
or even be just good enough
i don't think i've ever made you proud
i've just made your life rough
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