when I am ready to write, I will write. right now I just don't know. I know nothing.

I love you Mom.

decorating for christmas without mom pretty much blows. i don't really know where things go and everything feels cluttered and off balance. we aren't doing a traditional christmas this year, obviously. dad, kathleen, and i will go shopping and pick out our own presents then wrap them. from there we'll take them to the hospital and have christmas ( Read more... )

So, I miss my mom. It's been almost 7 weeks. I haven't had a conversation with her in almost 2 months. I can't stand this anymore. I am so angry, at everything and everyone. I want answers. I want my mom. This is so, so, so hard. My dad is the most amazing man alive.

i'm tired
    and cold
       and tired of being tired.
          i could run a marathon
             but i could also sleep
                forever and ever, and ever.
                   i miss my mom so much.  
                      she can/will do this...
                         strong & brave.

pray for my mom. she has to pull through.

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keep my mom in your thoughts

the 'once' soundtrack makes my skin tingle, my eyes tear up, and my mind to wander ( Read more... )

right now i feel like the loneliest person alive. i don't even know why. nothing makes me happy. it's scary. 

it's only the third day of school and i'm ready to give up. at 7 i'm going to drop my astronomy class because i'm behind already and i can't stand it. i want to move my humanities class up, so that i don't have to get up quite as early, and i'd like to add another class so that i'm not just wasting time. i may add intro. to management or an ( Read more... )