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rocklobster18

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Dec 04, 2006 06:37

Just fail me.

Just fail me right now.

FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

This essay doesn't make ANY sense. It's NOT coherent, it's NOT organized, one paragraph consists entirely of QUOTES...

Look I can't understand why she won't just fail me and be done with it.

As long as I do well on the exam I'll be all right.

I hope.

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bagelofdeath December 4 2006, 12:30:42 UTC

If it helps, I've gotten some of my best marks on my most incoherent papers.

rocklobster18 December 4 2006, 18:03:59 UTC

But you can WRITE! I can't even write when I try!

arkenholtz December 4 2006, 18:12:24 UTC

ahaha errr that was like me in Linguistics last semester. god. so painful.

less than a month left...hang in there!
do a lot of yoga pre-sleep haha.

rocklobster18 December 4 2006, 19:44:44 UTC

Shit. My GPA isn't even going to be a 3 this semester. I really can't take it anymore. I'm losing so much sleep, I've gained so much weight and all for nothing. Absolutely nothing. I can't write to start out with, I never ever could, so to rush like this, quoting random shit that isn't relevant at all and not explaining it and writing well below the word minimum...WHEN YOU CAN'T WRITE TO START OUT WITH! I'm possibly the worst writer out of everyone here...I have no syntax or basic grammar skills, my prof says I'll "improve" but if I haven't improved by my third semester of university, chances are I'll never improve.

arkenholtz December 4 2006, 22:11:05 UTC

I don't know if you should be counting university semesters or Concordia semesters.
Do you find McGill and Conc similar in workload/expectations?

The first Philosophy paper I wrote I was like WOOHOO, that was EASY, and then I got it back with a near failing grade and so many comments in the margins that my TA had to use post its -.-* Now, three Philosophy classes later, I can decently swing a B+/A-. Same goes with English. man. I was never so mislead in my life. I mean, I'm still learning how to write an English paper, but at least now it's my ideas that aren't developped enough (and that only comes with time and more learning on how to form ideas, really) and not silly structural things.

maybe get a tutor?
I dont believe that anybody who did well in Liberal can't write. It's like...saying you guys don't like making fun of all the Social kids who don't know how to punctuate a sentence.

rocklobster18 December 4 2006, 23:06:06 UTC

No. Not at all. Concordia had some difficult moments but I could DO it. I was expecting the McGill workload to be a lot more and the expectations to be higher (I mean they didn't accept me with a 26.75 CRC or whatever that was in Dawson). I know Shayne struggled in his first year but not as much as I am right now.

I've always been a procrastinator but never like this. Now, when a prof says to hand something in by 4:30, you can bet that until 4:15, I'm writing the damn thing. Or just not handing it in until tomorrow.

I think I've developed this mentality that no matter what I write and no matter how I write it, they're not going to like it. Plus the feeling that I've made a mistake coming here gets stronger and stronger by the day. I know I've made a mistake and the fact that it's too late to do anything about it is making me feel so unmotivated ( ... )

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