i'm such a mess these days. i wonder if anyone could really notice that i'm a complete basketcase. i'm completely and utterly unstable in many ways and i can't seem to grasp back to reality
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End of Semester MadnessyourgracenessMay 9 2005, 16:02:59 UTC
It happens to all of us...I remember being a Freshman and locking myself in a bathroom stall and just crying 'cause I hated the pressure of school and family and life in general.
It gets better I promise. You only have a few days left and then you have the entire summer to reflect and refresh yourself and get some much needed sanity.
You're not a complete fuckup...and because your grandfather helped mold who you are, he's a part of you, so he'll always be with you in some way or another. He's given you the tools you need to be a wonderful and successful person, so in the end it will all work out. Pay tribute to him and be the best you you can be...and no being the best you does not mean getting straight As...grades are not everything...I promise.
Remember...you owe it to yourself to be the best you you can be...the rest of that shit will fall into place girl you'll see.
you lost your grandfather and your boy friend in a couple of days. you seem to the putting the pressure on yourself, you seem not to like yourself. for feeling somewhat like this i put aside my talent because i thought i wasn't f**king good enough for this or for that. i used to think other people were better than i. today i'm good at most things i set out to do, i'm not better than anyone but no one is better than me.
Formerly Known as TypicalToedtwist_my_fateJuly 5 2005, 03:05:47 UTC
I lost touch with you for about a year. You know my good friend Lynn, aka Agent_Retro. Pretty much I was shocked when I was looking at Lynn's livejournal and saw your username there. I looked through some of your posts and came across this one. I just wanted to say that I've always had this mysterious respect for you. I really respect you. It's also really interesting about this band you're in. You never cease to be interesting. ::wink::
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It gets better I promise. You only have a few days left and then you have the entire summer to reflect and refresh yourself and get some much needed sanity.
You're not a complete fuckup...and because your grandfather helped mold who you are, he's a part of you, so he'll always be with you in some way or another. He's given you the tools you need to be a wonderful and successful person, so in the end it will all work out. Pay tribute to him and be the best you you can be...and no being the best you does not mean getting straight As...grades are not everything...I promise.
Remember...you owe it to yourself to be the best you you can be...the rest of that shit will fall into place girl you'll see.
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I know depression. an old and unfortunately current friend of mine. I feel so useless and unloved a lot of the time.
remember im here for you. -hugs-
`Anne
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