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get out of my head i don't want to love you anymore. just get out of my mind i don't want you there anymore. i don't want to think about when your coming home, i don't want to wonder what your thinking about and if you think about me, you left me remember so just stay out of my head i don't want you there anymore. and that goes for you too, you don ( Read more... )

so i haven't been the greatest journal person lately. i haven't updated in while and i really to be honest i haven't read much of anyboy's journals. on with live last weekend which was easter weekend me and steven went to big bear to snowboarding and his friend shawn met up with us. shawn thought it was pretty kewl that i could cook, hahaha i still ( Read more... )

so theres conflict going on with my family....go figure. if it hasn't already it will blow over soon. steven took me out friday night and then i spent the night at his house. saturday we went shopping then he took me back home so i could go to work. work is gay, it turns out my boss is just trying to get me to quit. and i will be once i find a good ( Read more... )

what do you when the ex girlf friend wants to meet the new girldfriend?????????????????

my eyes got worse
i have to get stronger contacts
my bank screwed me over 3 dollars
so i went in and complained
i got my 3 dollars back
i have the best boyfriend in the world
i'm hoping to be going snowboarding in 2 two weeks
i went and saw a skool couniclor today
i'm gonna be at grossmont for awhile!

steven broke his first promise to me. he had promised to come to church with me on sunday tho we both knew he would be out late saturday night but he still promised. sunday morning came and he was too hung over to get up out of bed let a lone drive. i went to church and sat by myself, then i was yet i wasn't. things and people seem so fake these ( Read more... )

i'm so scarred. scarred i really haven't figured things out. i thought i did but now i'm not. college is a scarry place. i use to love my job now i hate it. having friends is hard when they aren't around. i'm scarred for when charity comes home i hope she doesn't go back the way things were or just stay the same. i'm going out there to chicago to ( Read more... )

friday night my parents left for blythe, i made steven an aswome dinner: scalloped potatos, bbq chicken, veggies, and some rolls. he loved it. we watched some tv. the plan was to get in the spa but with rain that was out so we relaxed inside with the fire and the tv. i made brownie sundays for desert and then we watched "garden state" truthfully we ( Read more... )

okay this bizzar occurence happened today:

my mother told me that her and my dad were talking and would be okay with steven spending the night this weekend while they're in blythe. she also said she would even prefer it so she knows that me and simon won't be alone at night.

so really who kicked napped my parents and gave these people??????????