maybe i wasnt meant to be beautiful.

maybe god, or whoever is up there, made a mistake to put me on this earth.

so. today. was just like every other day. cept for the fact that my horse Macy has to be put down. she hurt her foot a while ago and yesterday she hurt her OTHER other one. im really sad ( Read more... )

i got pissed off at my mom the other day. she put me down.... i felt stupid. then she i said i was grounded from the computer, walked out to go to the store and slammed the door. i grabbed my pot of lip balm and threw it at the coffee table in the middle of the living room. i was still mad so i punched my wall (a miror), a few times. i didnt want ( Read more... )

so last night at like 11 after my rents went to bed cc and i snuck out the back and thru the drivway, up my hill and started walking towards elliotts house cuz we told him we wud meet him at the park outside his house. so like we got a bour one third of the way, and we were like 'fuck it' so we turned around and walked back to my house. dude the ( Read more... )

i just came home from Elliotts house. It was ALOT of fun. woooo ( Read more... )

i fucking hate that i moved. i fucking hate it, i fucking hate it. why did i have to move. god damnit. i miss montclair so fucking much. i cant believe i left it. ive been crying myself to sleep for the past week becuz of all this stress and hate building up in me. i hate this.

gr.

random quiz thing.

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mmkay so. i wanna cut my hair shorter. but i dno which style to do. theres so many and i love them all. so please comment and tell me which one(s) you like best....

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Im ava. i dont fit into a label. i think theyre pointless and not worth the effort to 'be.' the music i listen to does not affect the way i look, dress, act, or the way in which i view things. i dont care if you dont think the things i do are cool, thats your opinion. im inna band. i have dreams. unrealistix ones, they make me happy. boys also ( Read more... )

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geico fabulous.