As much as I'm told that everything is alright,

I can't help but feel that everything isn't.

You're supposed to listen to your gut, right?

I must say it really pisses me off that she has Mario be there and not me. I mean I understand it makes perfect sense. But i'm still pissed that of all fucking people she finishes and walks out of the doctor and gets a great big hug from that fucking asshole, instead of me. It should be me. It really really fucking blows ( Read more... )

So Sam is moving back to Arizona ( Read more... )

Sam is moving back to Arizona....

Good and bad.

More later.

Bummer though.

HELLOOOOO STRESS

jesus fucking christ I suck.

^probably related to why I suck

But seriously crap...

a light pain up through my breast bone.

So I minimized firefox and looked at my desktop and saw this picture.


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I'm excited but nervous, that's a long time to be together and I have to meet the mom!!!


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It's so new to me having a girlfriend. Like every time I kiss her it doesn't feel real to me, I feel like this is one big dream. I'm not used to it at all ( Read more... )

The day Eric left I came down with a hugeeee fever. I turned out okay, mostly because Sam came over and made me take pillz/took general care of me. Butttttt my highest temperature wasssss

103.8

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