Today one of the most important people in my life is on a flight to southern France. The return flight is today's date, a year from now. Fuck.

Yesterday, was the best day I have ever had. Or at least top 5. I really feel appreciated and loved by the people I'm surrounded by.

I really should have been born in the mid 50s.

One day I'll get a camera that isn't 3.2 megapixels.


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Almost like clockwork I have stopped in the middle of my day and been extremely surprised at where I am in my point in life. I'm stupefied that I am so happy with where I am, with what I'm doing and with my ideology. I have no regrets and no worries, I'm having the best time in my life. 

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As of today, I am 21 years old. I've been waiting for this day for a while not because I was looking forward to the freedom of being able to get alcohol whenever I want, but because it makes me feel a lot less like a little kid. I think that's a big theme with me; I want to hurry up and be as adult as possible. That's why I've gotten myself into ( Read more... )

Depression's got a hold on me

Life is a learning experience.

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Once again I have managed to be complete asshole/idiot. Maybe I made a mistake?

Also, things have come full circle in one regard. If you want to talk shit behind my back that's great, but never talk shit about the people I care about. That means YOU, asshole. Yeah, you ARE reading this right now, aren't you? Fuck off. You're full of more shit than I ( Read more... )

It's really interesting to see how I've changed through the years. The way I deal with situations now opposed to the way I dealt with them years ago or even months ago. I think I'm more of an asshole now. Maybe. Not really, just jaded ( Read more... )