If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

You know you try to help some people out in life, try to be cool and do things for them, but its always a stab in the back when it comes to you because they wont do anything for you and if you fuck up or supposedly fuck up, its all over. I mean I am just fed up with this shit, I have to end it now. I know I am a good friend and it takes alot to ( Read more... )

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What an awesome day its been. The weather was perfect for the park. My Mom made her famous Lola Chili Beans that rocked the picnic and won second place, freakin Myra's potato salad one first. "Arrgh" but its all good, we scored some In-N-Out gift certificates. Well I had to rush my Mom to the park to enter in her chili beans, than we came back home ( Read more... )

I freakin love the way Carlos Santana makes his guitar weep and cry. Im listening to him right now. He is one of my idols and has been since I was like 2 years old. I think me and my Dad have all his albums and have been to many of his concerts. Well I guess im feeling better, just trying to hang in there, "you know". Well hmm tomorrow I hope we ( Read more... )

Whats it like to go to parties, get hammered, go crazy, meet people, hang out instead of at school, be invited to parties and gigs, hmm well I cant answer that. Im never invited to nothing so sorry. I guess im destined to always be on my own when I am away from my family. I never know nothing, nobody tells me anything, and I am always being used. " ( Read more... )

I am in a "FUCK OFF" leave me alone mood so I dont wanna say much today, alot things are going on in my life and why right now. I dont need these things to happen right now in my life, GOD PLEASE HELP ME GET THROUGH THIS.....

I decided im not giving in, read what you wanna read about me, I cant change who I am so why hide anything that is basically nothing. No i am not gonna make this a private journal, with that said I really want to tell you guys hows it going in my life. Well lets see, born in Monterey Park, California but later when I was 2 moved from place to place ( Read more... )

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