Sad

[rocknrollgidget]

I'm sad and I hate it. This is so stupid. It's exactly why I hate having a crush. So he wasn't at Happy Hour tonight (well, technically he was before I showed up and he said he was coming back but didn't). Why is this a big deal? I still had people to talk to. I still had a nice time. And the fact that everyone is being so positive and encouraging

Comments

[caltrask55]

Aw, Kel. I don't like hearing you like this! Hugs!! If you need someone to talk to, call me.

[rocknrollgidget]

Thank you. Hugs right back at ya! A day has passed and, while I'm still a little bleh, I do feel better. Yes, the cute haircut helped.

[spuffylove]

So often when I read your journal, it's like you are transcribing my own thoughts & feelings.

I hope you get over your blues quick, because you are one of my favorite people, and just so's you know - I'd watch Buffy videos with you anytime - even if your hair stinks like cigarettes!

I also hope your crush figures out how great you are very soon.

[rocknrollgidget]

I hope you get over your blues quick

That's sort of the nice thing about anti-depressants, it really doesn't linger the way it used to. Even though I knew it would pass, I needed to get it out and I figured that since this journal is in part to remind me what my life is like that my shitty moods should go on record as well. Anyway, my point is - thank you for all your good wishes.