Well, atleast I've tried to clean myself of him, but today was so weird and different. I had like this rush of emotions and memories, and it all came back to me. I was remembering and my friend and I were talking about things that happened two years ago, that happened to do with him. But yea...my point is that I've tried, and have been going strong so far, so I guess it's okay to slip a little bit and let myself dwell on things past. Isn't it okay? How long has it been anyway? A month? Less than that? Longer than that? I've lost track of how long it's been...Maybe that's a good thing.
So, I'm sitting here, listeing to John Mayer when the perfect lyric comes up. It's what the cut was to this entry...it describes my whole train of thought perfectly. Don't you love when that happens? Listening to something, when someone says exactly what you feel at that very moment?
I've had a shitty week. BUT, the good thing is that I realized earlier in the week that there are only about 3 more months of school left. Where does the time go?! I'll be glad to see it go.
K, I'm done feeling sorry myself.
OH JESUS! Waaaaaaaaaait, I got the JC cd on Saturday, and haven't stopped listening to it yet, well, except for now, with my depressing and somber John Mayer, but yeaaaa, JC is superb. Just stupendous. Yea.