....call me crazy, selfish, bitchy, rude, all of the above...but I need my time to be alone and in my own headspace. It's just the kinda person I am. I can't function if I don't have "me" time. I cannot live without it, and when I do, I go outta my mind. (As some have seen...) So, why don't you just let me be, and have some time to myself. A time ( Read more... )

....and finally a break ( Read more... )

Spirit Week is this week at school....too much school spirit for me. I'm tuckered out. Even though I haven't participted in one activity...I just like to stand back and laugh at all the other people who look ridiculous for "the sake of spirit week." Whatever. They still look nerdy. But yea...This week is going by quickly..thank goodness. I don't ( Read more... )

WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? Blue.
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO? The Drifters, "On Broadway"
IN YOUR MOUTH? Nothing.
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE? HOT!
HOW ARE YOU? I'm cooo...

DO YOU:

GET MOTION SICKNESS? Not really
HAVE A BAD HABIT? Yea, paranoia. About almost everything.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS? One of them..the other one just doesn't ( Read more... )

...Something else happened yeseterday with this new boy. We had to watch a tape of the lip sync performance from last year, in theatre, and this new boy started rocking out to this one performance. The song was "Bohemian Rhapsody" by Queen, and he knew every word, was doing movements, etc. It was hilarious. Just like the song before...he seems to ( Read more... )

....new developments in the always changing line up of boys in my life ( Read more... )

You all know I <3 these ( Read more... )

2nd week of 11th grade, 1st day...it's really getting better. There were definitely some not so good days last week, but I'm learning to not be "afraid" of what I was "afraid" of last week. Coming out of a small shell maybe? I dunno what to label it is, but it's happening. If someone would have told me 4 years ago that this is what high school was ( Read more... )

"i need a better way to get my head straight."
"i'll play the static with the noise in my head."
"let the sound surround everyone."
"i'm so happy, so fuckin' happy now."
-surround

"and she knows all his favorite songs."
"she makes me weak..."
-flavor of the weak

"i don't wanna see what i've become."
"i can feel it break, a bruise from another day ( Read more... )

Let's start here....A while back, (we're talking years) my Phoot tells me that she met the lead singer of this nasty, stupid, crazy, unknown band in the Wal-Mart Superstore. I at that point...didn't give two shits and probably didn't even listen to the entire story when she told it. But yea, moving on...keep that 1st part in mind. I show up to a ( Read more... )