(And as we're falling down ( Read more... )

[just an excuse to make myself feel better]
im sorry for thinking
im sorry for feeling
i want to feel only for you
its hard
you hurt me
we hurt eachother
with our similarities
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hmm what's on the agenda: school reading....2 books~>.<~fill out the paper..do project for one of the books. Wahoo. So as of now, I m reading Monster, it's not so bad. I want to read Alice though. Umm I want to goto the library even though I already have all these books to read. I want to be artistic right now or read. Either way to escape ( Read more... )

The year is over. I realize it was on the verge of pointlessness. I pushed people away, befriended nearly no one, and to sum it up gained absolutely nothing. The people in my class-I barely even acquainted with any of them. I suppose I became sort of close with one or two people. Atleast enough to talk about some of life with them. I don't ( Read more... )

It's hard to live in the past, he says. I don't understand that because that is all I do. I don't know how not to live in the past. I live in puddles of regrets, fears, flashbacks, and thoughts that don't go away. The only thing I do not know is which past I want to live. I can't explain what I want and everything is so confusing. Wait I don't ( Read more... )

*People make jokes because they don't understand me
They just don't see my real side
I act like shit don't phase me
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive*
You looka like a ducky! Ducky's are sexy. Yah know? Well in two days I am out of school for the summer. Not too long. My last final is tomorrow..it's ( Read more... )