i am really bored rite now.. im on the phone wit kenny rite now, but hes not keeping me entertained.. lol. last nite wuz so much fun! i went to the movies wit steph smith, danielle, and steph boucher.. we met kenny there and we saw cursed (well some of it.. :D) lol. and we chilled.. it wuz great, we found a pubix shopping cart and danielle wuz ( Read more... )

OMFG! how come everytime i try to make things rite wit someone.. things only get harder for me to bear?!

ok, scott is SOOO pissed at me bc im wit kenny now and hes making me feel really bad about the whole thing and he says the only way i can make him happy is if i dump kenny and go out wit him.. but i like kenny alot and if i were to leave him, ( Read more... )

baby, thank you SO much.. you have no idea how much you helped me out!!!
i really needed you there for me.. and you WERE there..

i just wanted to say thank you.. and i love you.. forever and always.. xoxo

<3 kay to the lee <3

i love you kenny..

wow, rite now i couldnt be anymore confused...

i hurt someone.. and if i try to make things rite wit them, ill hurt someone else..

WHAT THE HELL SHOULD I DO???????

ok, today wuz good EXCEPT for the fact that i felt sick all day... i talked to my baby when i got home and he told me he wuz gonna go to sleep for a lil while so i did the same and i got woken up bc he called me!! lol. You gotta love him!! well.. at least i do! lol. <333

omg, ms. cowan wuz being a total bitch today! i was about to slap her. .then ( Read more... )

im chillin at my hizz-ouse wit the love of my life SAMI!!! xoxo.. we were suppose to be going to the movies wit SORRY MY LOVE...

ok, the dance last nite kicked serious ass (with cowboy boots!)!!!! muh baby boy kenny went and we had... fun... :D  -tehe- we danced.. and i got ice and beads stuffed down my dress.. same wit sami and lorrie.. and kenny ( Read more... )

i'm so excited!!!! me and kenny are going out!!! xoxo tonites the dance.. gonna go party there and staying the nite at sami's!!! alrite loves.. im gonna go.. love ya guys! xoxo *~love~* <3 i love you kenny <3
****ME and KENNY**** 2/18/05 <333

alrite.. i seriously need to get off now.. but just to let you guys kno.. im doing GREAT!! me and tina are the banger sisters and we like to get crunk on the bus and pimp! in our white tees!! lol. wow, alrite guys.. i gotta bounce out of this biz-otch.. later homies! xoxoxo *~love~* <3333

hit me up on the telly yo!!

today is valentines day  you have no idea how much i despise this holiday.. well at least i have a valentine.. <3 kyle <3.. hes such a cool cat.. and he cares... so hes suppose to be bringing me flowers today.. so well see.. omg, im talking to my love lauren ward, who i havent talked to in forever!!! lauren, youre prolly gonna read this so hit me ( Read more... )

ok, when i said today wuz pretty good.. i guess i LIED b/c im like depressed and i wuz trying to make it look like i wuz fine.. but i cant lie b/c everyone can see rite thru me.. im just trying to look away from my pain and its not working.. it never has.. ugh... i guess im destined to be MISERABLE!!  just my luck.. i think im gonna go CRY some ( Read more... )