look at this... i didnt wait a whole month to make another post lol ( Read more... )

so i am alive! after a concussion and a stomach virus that hit me yesterday, i survived!!!!!!!!! it's my first day on the computer in God knows how long.  maybe i'll actually get to drive today... i miss my car :-(  so hopefully by this weekend i'll really be up to going act... but until then the books are still waiting for me... all this fucking ( Read more... )

It's Valentine's Day and this fucker hasn't called me all day.... and to top it off, HE'S OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE AT THE MOVIES AND DRINKING..... Like I'm done.  I know I said that a few days ago... but it's for good this time.  I'm contemplating ripping up the card I had for him, putting it in a ziplock bag and giving it to him because that's how I ( Read more... )

to the bumper sticker application on facebook.  and honestly, i think it's okay lol. one of my favorites which i think describes where my life is going is this ( Read more... )

It's 2am and I'm only on page 4 of a ten page research paper that is due at 11am.  Oh College. I know I did it on the other sites, but yeah, I just wanted to thank those that wished me a happy birthday.  On that note, I also feel the need to rant for a minute ( Read more... )

"Don't Let Me Be The Last To Know"

My friends say you're so into me
And that you need me desperately
They say you say we're so complete

But I need to hear it straight from you
If you want me to believe it's true
I've been waiting for so long it hurts
I wanna hear you say the words, please

[CHORUS:]
Don't, don't let me be the last to know
Don't ( Read more... )

i just feel so overwhelmed at times.  so alone at times.  so lost ( Read more... )

i had a mental breakdown in the middle class.  i cried on and off for four hours and i had dawn listen to all my issues.  I quit babysitting.  I'm only staying on until they get a new sitter.  I just can't take it anymore.  I'm feeling better though.

i barely have time for anything.  i can't remember shit.  and i just feel apathetic about everything that doesn't concern me.  why you may ask? because i don't get enough sleep EVER.  i'm not doing this stupid babysitting job next semester... FUCK THAT... the fuckin lil brat threw a temper tantrum for a half hour or more this morning while her ( Read more... )

I lost the last person I considered my grandparent this week... I just found out today.. It was too late for me to go the funeral anyways by the time my mother found out... She knew me since before I was born and made me feel like I was one of her own.  With fixing her cable box, helping her up off the ground when she fell, or just coming upstairs ( Read more... )