I cant sleep.
Just cant.
I took two sleep inducers, but I'm still wired.
Sleep has not been coming to me lately.
I guess I'll just have to rely on tomorrows lecture to do the job.
:)

In other news: 
He asked me to come to Korea.
!!!!
???
I might.
I do miss him.
It would be an adventure.

Ahem.

Can't sleep. 
Clown'll eat me.

You had me at Noam Chomsky

Im getting used to him being gone.
Everything will be okay.
I will be okay.

In other news:
All that happens here is sex.
It's ridiculous.
AND the marines moved in next door.
Marines + Air Force females = trouble
I repeat, TROUBLE.
I just watch all the craziness in open mouthed awe.
On the upside, when a marine asked to take me home with him, and I politely ( Read more... )

homesick.
heartsick.
ouch.

Taylor literally left this wednesday, and people are already asking me to go out. They cant freaking wait for even a week? Like, they would make jokes about how once he was gone I would be available again, but seriously. Three days? Come on. It's going to take me longer than that. All they're doing is making themselves look ( Read more... )

He told me he loved me,
and the truth is I loved him.
More than I ever thought.
I guess the hurt means it was real.
Augh.
That's life though.

So he's gone.
I was so lucky to meet him and have him be a part of my life, 
even if it was only for 4 months.

 I've had to grow up really fast.
Funny thing is,
everyone here tells me I'm really young at heart.
Shit, I'm 19.
I am young.
But whatever.

This life thing takes some practice.

Please dont think I'm miserable, I'm not.
Just hurting.
Life changes.
For some reason, all you crazies have me missing you.
But I really am loving life.
No worries.

In other news:
He got me to love him.
I don't know how, but he did.
I hate him for that.

Not enough hours in the day.

My heart is breaking right now.
I miss. EVERYTHING.