Can't sleep.

Mind is a mess.

Lethargic.

Broken.

Bruised.

"It will all pass with time", they say.

Time is a fickle bitch.

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Hate is such a strong word, but it is all my heart feels.

Full of angst and ache.

Split in two with nothing to mend the pieces.

No drug or drink can seem to take my mind of it.

I am drowning in my own thoughts.

I've never been good at letting go......

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tired of being awake.

bad feelings.

fear.

uncertainty.

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just another day in the life.

I wish I could erase these last 6 years and go back.

I hate everything.

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Love flows fears no window minds time oceanic
Dissolve me

His own light, now it's gone

The thirst came on
And it came on in waves

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can't sleep.

tried every trick in the book.

all I want to do is shut my eyes and let my brain rest.

seems as though it will be a long night.

too much on my mind.

I need some pills.

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it's crazy that an entire year has already passed.

another year of good times, and heart breaking news.

learning about myself, as well as another.

25.

I don't know if a year will go by that I am not amazed at how quickly time passes.

in fact, I am sure that as I get older it will only get worse and worse.

great thing to look forward to I

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