I just managed to put almost every moment of the last couple years of my life into three categories... I was either working, alone, or drunk. They don't even overlap, that's just all there is. damn

The last couple days have brought to light to light some startling realizatoins, mostly, I am an alcoholic. Now, yes, this is a terrible thing, but 1) I am in control, 2), it's brought to light some very positive things. I've found a way to focus this generally negative energy back towards myself in a manner that let's me discover some new truths. ( Read more... )

yeah, i think i'm going to be a monk. I can play the game and get laid and never tell them that I have no interest in a relationship, I can get tied up in a relationship and have my world flushed down the toilet every 6 months, or I can live a completely unfulfilling life of anonymous sex with people that have no self esteem, or the monk option. ( Read more... )

hahahahahaha. oh, fuck. So lets see, how many times should I have been arrested last night, and how many times should I have died? I've got a couple bruies ribs, half the skin on my knees is gone, and my right arm is purple. But the other guy fell of a balcony, so I won't complain. And never mind who I woke up next to. Man I love it

Had a bit to drink this weekend, felt really good. It's not too bad when I wake up either. This weekend I was stranded at a friends because neither of us felt like making the drive back to base. Can't complain. Friday was casual except for the almost dying thing, Saturday was random. Started off losing $20 at poker. It was a winner take all ( Read more... )

Ah, internet in my own room. Haven't felt this good since, well, this weekend I guess. Oh, and what a weekend. I was stranded at a friends house for three days because none of us felt like driving back to my room. Friday was some relaxing heavy drinking followed by a death-defying drive to pick someone up from a party. Saturday was a poker ( Read more... )

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its my day off and my laundry is already done and i realized i haven't updated this thing but three or four times in the last year. I really don't feel like studying for my job knowledge exam right now and lunch isn't for another hour, and most people don't wake up til then, so as long as I have time, why not share some stories ( Read more... )

Things are going great now and I have big plans for when I get back to the states with my highly tuned time management skills, but I get the feeling I'm just going to want to drink and be merry. I should come home with about 12-15g, 5-8g will be gone in a month when I get a computer and car (I'm selling the camaro, so I guess I'll have 14-18g, oh ( Read more... )

I'm in Iraq. I learned more in a day about this war talking to a translator than I learned since this thing started through any media ( Read more... )