I'm outta here!

[rockstar2177]

So i went to visit that maternity house, FatherHeart, on Friday. It's so beautiful! The house is huge and consists of 12 pregnant girls/woman. I had an interview with them on Friday and thankfully, they accepted me. I really wasnt that surprised becasue i'm pretty close to a girl that went there and she goes back to visit all the time. They're

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[oldmakeup]

Good job making it in the maternity house!!!! I want to come and visit you there if they will allow it. I really, really, really miss you.

[rockstar2177]

i really really really miss you too! we're deffinitly going to have a movie day sometime soon. very soon.

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[marah913]

hey, you dont know me...but i had you on my buddy list and looked at your livejournal thing. i know you are friends with jason zamora....and i was reading what you had written. i went through the same thing you did. i got pregnant with jason(jason was boyfriend) when i was 18 and had my baby when i was 19. i'm 20 now. i had my baby boy september 7th so he is almost a year old. i went through so much hell for all of this....dont even know where to begin. my first intentions were that i was going to keep my baby. i mean i was carrying it inside of me for 9 months and i was already attached to it and i loved it. i couldnt imagine giving it to someone else to raise and me not taking care of it. my mom made me go to some place where they talk to you about your 3 options and give you stuff on them, abortion, adoption, and single parenting. i didnt want to read any of it b/c i was set on keeping my baby. but then i gave in and starting reading some of it and i came to the conclusion that i would place my baby up for adoption. it was the

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[rockstar2177]

hello! when jason found out i was pregnant, he told me that he had a slight understanding because he had fathered a child that was adopted into a wonderful family. He never told me your name or anything, so its good to finally have a name to a story, or something like that... You must be a really strong person because you gave up your child and you're wants to do what you felt was the right thing. I'm adopted myself and i'm really happy and very lucky with the family i got. I'm not sure if i'll be able to put my child up for adoption, but i'm still considering it. I'm going to fatherheart in hopes that i will make up my mind on what i want and need to do. thank you for getting in contact with me, thats really sweet of you.