I miss my brother more than ever. I need him here to be home, he understand the way i think and feel... not to mention we've never not been a real family for more than 5 weeks and he's been gone so much longer than that. I get to go up and see him in August and i cant wait. I get to show him the video of the sonogram i have coming up to see if i ( Read more... )

Lana went off the deep end today. I now need to vent.

Apparently:
Emily is a whore for making out with 4 guys sophmore year(get over it, that was over 2 years ago! besides, its not like she slept with them in the same day... they just made out over a long period of time! you're right Lana, what a slut.

Taylin and I are crazy for having kids ( ( Read more... )

When are you going to grow up? You're 18 years old and you're still dwelling on specific things from sophmore year. I love you, and i wish the best for you, but damn girl dont you think its about time to let go and move on? 3 years. 3 years we've been trying to help you, but it doesnt matter, you dont listen anyways. Nor do you care. We do ( Read more... )

hello all! i havent been to livejournal in a while, so i decided to check it out tonight! Here's my update ( Read more... )

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Ok, so last night, i came home at 3 and i had stacy drop me off before my house. I'm not sure why, maybe it was the fact that i could get out that cramped car sooner, or that i wanted to walk a little bit except it was too cold to walk from the stop sign... i'm not really sure why i asked her to do that. So stacy drops me off in front of my ( Read more... )

Lana gave me a picture of Jake today. He looks exactly like the way i always think of him as. Tall, beautiful blue eyes, long shaggy hair, cute, sweet, but all with an edge! I cant stop thinking about him. What's he thinking about? Is he thinking about the baby? Me? Or is he thinking about where to buy his next gram from? Or who he's going ( Read more... )

It's official- Jake's gone. He left without telling me. What a fucking bitch. Why am I so upset about that? I knew he was leaving. I knew before anyone. I guess I just thought that he would come to his sences and say goodbye and not to worry because he'll call and never forget. But he didn't do anything like that. He just left. He left me ( Read more... )

Shae, you started a chain reaction. I had a dream last night about my baby. Except i had a girl, and she looked just like i did when i was a baby and it really freaked me out. I dont want her to look just like me, I wasn't the cutest baby. I was really fat and my mouth was always open with my tonge hanging out. Although i did have some pretty ( Read more... )

Andrew called me last night at 10:55 PM... that's 11:55 PM his time. I missed it. I went down stairs for about 2 minutes to tell my mom that my room was infested with bugs (really, i only found 1 roach, but when there's one, theres more!). My mom told me that he had just called her and that he got contacts yesterday! Thats so wierd to me ( Read more... )