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these are the photos that i think i want to use for my first critique in photography for puplication. the assignment was to use only natural light and find smooth/ rough things in nature with patterns. any comments would be appreciated, even though almost no one reads this anymore.

( the world is a vampire )

what can i say.

im a shitty friend.

im sorry. i know i fucked up.

so im sitting here in cristina's room updating this, kuz i cant sleep even though i want to, and i miss sara terribley, and i just fucking hate feeling like this and missing her. i really really feel like im going to cry ( Read more... )

this is my last public post, so from now on friends only.

im on someone elses computer, so this will be brief.

everyone who is a part of my life-i miss you.

internet-i miss you

sara-i miss you a lot.

( MIDDLETOWN OR BUST )

im on my break from work, and now i know tonite i am going to be the most miserable person in the world because im tired and cranky and i am going to be up all night moving and going in and out...tomorrow its get up early as hell, go over to aunt barbara's and get furniture, band practice then go see sara.

this has been the most hellish day ever

my spirits, although i attempt to keep them high, are slowly wayning. i need a day where i have to do nothing, go nowhere, and can just sit in bed.

the 2 things keeping me from falling into a heep of tears and sleep are

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after tomorrow, i will be 50% done with college. i dont know how to feel about that.