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[rockstarashes]

I'm having one of those moments where I really feel like I can't handle all of this shit anymore. When I think about all the stuff I have to do between now and tuesday, I want to throw up.

On top of that, I'm kind of considering breaking up with Larry.

Comments

So did you?

[anonymous]

What's the status?? You haven't posted in awhile. You ok? When I was 20 I dated a guy who was 40 and it was good and bad. I was worried about what people would think. I kept wishing he was 39 because its ok for a chick in her 20s to be dating a dude in his 30s but 40 seems a bit too old. But guys are so immature that you gotta reach up the ladder just to find someone who's not a jerk. He was smart and accepted me for who i was. He seemed so appreciative that he treated me great. I guess I didn't realize what a good thing i had at the time and i kind of blew it. The guys i've dated since are all jerks. I miss him.

Re: So did you?

[rockstarashes]

Wow. I'm surprised this reached someone's eyes. I stopped writing here because I assumed no one was reading. I've been writing at the journal half_fiction (not sure if you really care but I thought I'd throw that out there. I've written quite a bit regarding my relationship with Larry and my feelings about the age difference and things in general