Just got back from the beach. It was stormy. And I sat in the car the whole time due to the rain and some things on my mind. I really need to let him know the truth, for whatever reason it may help. I dont know how Im going to do this. But I think I should ( Read more... )

The past day, Iv had the craziest most fucked up dreams ever. I wake up wondering what in the hell is wrong with me. They are quite disturbing but Im glad they are only dreams ( Read more... )

Finally home from the wonderful Dance camp. What an experience let me tell you. Waking up at 5:30 every morning to go dance for about 8 hours a day, walking 4 miles just to get to the Arena where we dance and only eating 3 meals, drinking only water, and being with girls 24/7 isnt something I would recomend doing. But it was all worth it. Our team ( Read more... )

So in the past hour Iv realized ( Read more... )

Ended up going out to eat with Brittani, JT & Mike last night. Came home and hungout with them for awhile. Then Kyle came over. Stayed up talking to him. Then I crashed around 6:30 after he left. Woke up this morning and headed to the beach with Brittani, Zach & Brittanis Mom. Didnt get much sun but enjoyed bobbin around in the ocean. Afterwards I ( Read more... )

Today was a nice relaxing day. Woke up around 12 and got ready and went shopping for the day with Melony. Got tons of stuff for dance camp. Only 2 more days. Cant fucking wait. Ill miss you all ( Read more... )

Tonight was splendid.

Im glad I got to see him for a few minutes.

The movie was beyond stupid but at least I got to hangout with Rick & Cass Monsta like the ol' days. Back when we hiked 10 WHOLE MILES in the snow just to get a loaf of bread. Ha*

Shopping for camp stuff tomorrow with Melony<3 I<3her. Camp is going to be amazing. Cant wait ( Read more... )

Heading out for a fun filled night with the greatest guys in the world. Jon, Rick & Barry.

I love them.

= )

Hope everyone has a wonderful night.<3

( For Myself. For My Friends. For My Family )

Wednesday I spent the night at Brittanis. Stayed up late talking to Zach about some stuff, and just really cleared my mind. And not only did I learn alot about him but I also learned alot about myself. It was just a really good talk and Im glad I have a friend like Zach who will sit and listen ( Read more... )

Plans for tomorrow:

Beach Trip.
Dazzlers.
Fellowship.
Sleepover.

5 Days till Dance Camp.'