Today was a pretty good day in L.A...well I will start out with yesterday ( Read more... )

So I leave for L.A in a few hours. I am at work with a splitting headache..ughhh it better go away before Iget on the plane I was going to leave work at 12 but I am going to leave at like 10:30. well I found out yesterday that there is a 99% chance I will be moving to L.A and I have to be there by July 1. The 1% is if I go and I hate it there so we ( Read more... )

i am soooo bad..i just got a new credit card in the mail..0% apr until september 2007..i will use it to keep me funded during my move..haha i was going to move in July but im going ot try to move in august. If I move...I keep getting 2nd thoughts..who knows...but I need to grow on up

so I am sooo close to be moving to L.A..all I need is to find an apartment and figure out how i am going to tell my boss that I am quiting...I cant believe it is becoming a reality....I do have to lay some rules down on my new job because I need to give my boss atleast a month notice..so hopefully it works for the job i have there...i also need a ( Read more... )

So my new routine of going to Denny's at 2:30 in the morning so needs to stop. I am so worn out and tired. I need to start focusing on me and not other people. I got a new job offer on Wednesday that made me upset because it was an amazing offer but I can't imagine leaving my job. I hate that when I have a job I get offers up the butt when I need ( Read more... )

Ok soo..I am stressing hard core. L.A is 9 days away and me being the planner I am have not been able to do 1 bit of planning due to the fact that my cousin and her G.F are planning it all and not letting us in on anything...Ughhh I hate being a compulsive planner. I do know that even though I will be going to a late night show taping and that Dane ( Read more... )

I just heard a song..not any song a song that was for me...really for me and it hurt. Its very hateful. I don't know what to do about it or say about it.I feel like calling the writer/singer of the song and just let out all this anger. We had an amazing relationship we were instantly drawn together and the hold was soooo strong. we never dated and ( Read more... )

I am going crazy, If L.A doesnt come sooner I am going to go nuts. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the day when L.A Comes will be an utter high and most likely a let down all in one. I will be going to concerts, dinners & A.A meetings its heaven. I am soooooooooooooooo excited..maybe I will hit the gym while im there too. hmmm..

is it bad that my boyfriend is up here visiting me and I am at my house and he is at his mom's. I haven't seen him since he got here last night. hah...but no really I am scared I love him and I love being with him but we are just so comfortable with eachother it is nuts..I mean I have known him since I was born, I know some people would love that ( Read more... )

I feel hung over or still drunk even though I haven't had a drop of alcohol since friday night. This morning I went to my works bank to deposit money and on my way back to my office I hit a squirel, It was sad, I cried. I have never hit an animal before. I could feel the crunch of the bones under my tire and when I looked in my review mirror you ( Read more... )