so im on tour right now, and i haven't really had the chance to write, let alone think. im working on a song. yup ( Read more... )

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"sharpen your knife and steady your hand. it's almost time. new years eve will never be the same. or will it? will anyone notice. perhaps not. who cares. i dont give a fuck. if they dont notice now. they can get fucked."
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"ive figured it out. he has lost his mind. he's trying to get to me. whenever i try and sleep, he screams in my ear and tells me things just to upset me. But i'll prove him wrong. i will prove him wrong or i will shut him up for ever. I'll end his life with a quick pass of my blade. I will never have to hear another word from him again. So ( Read more... )

"as i sit here. running this blade up and down my vein, i wonder how much harder i'd have to push to end it all. the warm blood running down my arm. it's comforting to know that even tho my heart beats this way, yours still beats cold. it must. if it didn't you'd be here in my arms. and we'd be together. but all i have now is a blood stained ( Read more... )

"my heart is a scar on my wrist and you can break it with your dull blade or tell me you care ( Read more... )

i feel cold and alone ( Read more... )