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Fuck
Nothing ever goes my way
Ever
If there's a God, he must be punishing me for being gay
Fuck
Fuck God
Fuck me
I know the truth and haunts me, I know the truth and it marks me. I know.
All my life is on me now, hail the pages turning And the future's on the bound, hell don't know my fury You're all I need, you're all I need, you're all I need You're all I need, you're all I need, you're all I need You're all I need - and maybe some faith would Do me good I don't know what I'm doing, don't know should I Change my mind, I can't decide, there's too many Variations to consider No thing I do don't do no thing but bring me More to do, It's true, I do imbue my blue unto myself, I make it bitter Baby, lay your head on my lap one more time Tell me you belong to me Baby say that it's all going to be alright I believe that it isn't
Love ridden, I've looked at you With the focus I gave to my birthday candles I've wished on the lidded blue flames Under your brow And baby, I wished for you Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed And I wanna crawl in with you But I cry instead I want your warm, but it will only make Me colder when it's over So I can't tonight, baby No, not "baby" anymore - if I need you I'll just use your simple name Only kisses on the cheek from now on And in a little while, we'll only have to wave My hand won't hold you down no more The path is clear to follow through I stood too long in the way of the door And now I'm giving up on you No, not "baby" anymore - if I need you I'll just use your simple name Only kisses on the cheek from now on And in a little while, we'll only have to wave No, not "baby" anymore - if I need you I'll just use your simple name Only kisses on the cheek from now on And in a little while, we'll only have to wave