i'm a fake. consider that to be an admission. i've passed through this revolving door four times to start over again. it doesn't bother me that i'm always running because i'm always chasing too. i've tried to reset myself with every revolution but now i see that we're never going to change. i'm just a pretender. i'll always self-destruct because i' ( Read more... )

i'm a pretender. i'm on parade.

all filler.
i don't really exist.

my arrogance can be misleading. i envy you.

with the sunrise and two heavy eyes, i will say good night.

he is seattle. he is l.a.
he is a button, a blanket, a bird.

saturday: I woke up, got stoned, and flat ironed my hair. I guzzled a 40 of Miller High Life and called Ray. He picked me up with the windows down. We listened to trip-hop and drove the speed limit. It was humid so my hair went flat. We went to a party in Glendora. Some guy was making us cocktails. There was a bong and free weed backyard. I took a ( Read more... )

I sat on the train restlessly tapping my foot with a long stem flower resting on my lap. I couldn't wait to see his darling blushing cheeks when he would lean in to smell the pink carnation. I wore a button-down collared shirt because I wasn't sure if I was suppose to look professional for this sort of thing. My hair was stuffed into a side-ways ( Read more... )

I'll tell you now that you should just burn me. You haven't realized it yet, but I'll be your worst regret. I can hear you now- praying that the flames engulfing my body hurt more than the embers tickling inside your chest ( Read more... )

You aren't going to believe this, but I fall in love a lot. You wouldn't believe that someone as uneducated as me could construe a coherent definition for the word. I really can't. However, [as the adverb goes], I do know that it's a simple word; one syllable, only four letters, and perhaps its for those reasons that it's used so frivilously. It ( Read more... )