there's nothing worse than when you feel emotional, and cant find release. my songs are coming out sub-par... writing and reading livejournal just further mixes me up ( Read more... )

47 minutes and 2 seconds of the same conversation we've had over and over.
i was just calling to see how you were... and to be honest after the first half hour i kinda stopped listening.

all i wanted to do was eat my damned sandwhich.

contrary to popular belief, not everything i write in this is about you...

i hope things work out... i hope i didn't just use you...
or visa versa.

i wish i knew what to tell you.
i've never wanted a moment of clarity more in my entire life.

there was a time when i was a strong person... i want that again. i want to regain my direction and sensibility. i imagine myself being so sturdy that an entire ocean could crash against my chest and the waves would just turn into ripples behind my back. but thats the flaw, i think... is being strong really all about standing up against obstacles ( Read more... )

can foolhardy love affairs be more than just wet thighs?

i've been told my entire life about how smart i am and how i let it go to waste. but i think its just that i realize i'd be better off average. that mediocrity is a gift in our society, and that being common can be beautiful in its own right. i know that the life of a true thinker is the most irritating and the least rewarding life on the planet. ( Read more... )

thank you for providing me with level headed friends, please have mercy on me in the times that i ever stray from them. please teach me temperance and forgiveness. please allow me to understand peoples motives a little more clearly. please help me to show your love to others without becoming self righteous in the process. please conform my heart to ( Read more... )

so... me and melanie made up. i got drunk last night. we hit on girls at the waffle house.

fun times.

just saw garden state..... amazing, yeah?