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[rocktits]

((sigh)) I'm sick of all the posts lately. You're all depressing me. Don't say you're sick of drinking and then go do it 10 minutes later. We're all sick of everything. It's not the drinking you hate--it's you. Giles says, "I like salmon and my feather toy. I like finding silly hiding places, like drawers and inside of beds. Please come

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[anti_prometheus]

giles is very articulate for a cat...

let's drink til we can't feel feelings anymore!

drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drinks galore.
we'll drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink some more.
so drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink u whore.

[skivvymcscoot]

nice family guy quote

[hard_puncher]

No, it's not the drinking or the drugs that I hate... it's the fact that it's all that anyone does any more and it's getting fucking ridiculous.

I could cut back, yes... or I could stop, but I have nothing to replace it with. And that's what I was frustrated about last night, I thought that was pretty clear.

I don't think that your post was directly about me, but I obviously set it off. The bluntness hurt- thanks for pointing out something I already knew.

[hard_puncher]

P.S.

Yeah, I got a little dramatic there... I just want to point out that I DON'T hate myself, just the situation I put myself in, and the situations that a lot of other people are in too.

[rocktits]

It's not you. It's not directed at you. It's not about you. I do the same thing all the time--think about how all we do is this. Sometimes I feel like we make too big of a deal about it. Sometimes I think we don't make a big enough deal. Whatever. Sorry about the bluntness.

[skivvymcscoot]

If I were Kevin, I'd be jealous of this Giles character.

[sighing_echo]

I think that we're all choosing this for a reason...and that maybe that reason is that we don't have anything better enough to create meaning for us. We need the extra step...for experiential transcendence, for connection, and movement, for self-honesty---if it's a thinking buzz---if not, it's for the fact that hey, at least I'm alright now.

I was walking back from Nick's car the other night (won't even tell you how much I just wanted to take off in it) and started getting really freaked out by all sorts of little details (train whistle, wind, felt like someone was behind me.) anyway. I had the thought "hey...maybe this is what it's like to feel paranoid from smoking." and I swear to you that my next thought was "hey, at least I'm stoned."

have I said all this a million times already?

(sighs) It's fall. It's time for everyone to have an existential crisis. Just try and get fucked up with people you like, and it'll all be just a little bit better.

[anti_prometheus]

tis the season to be melancholy.

we've all got eachother atleast. very cheesy but definitely true.

[emptybullet]

well the rest of the gang was here, so....ummm...here i am too.