i need a change. i'm ready to dye my hair black or pierce my nose or something. i just need something exciting in my life. something good exciting. maybe i am hungry for attention or something, but i feel the need for something different ( Read more... )

it's crazy. all of it. and yes, i hate it all too. and don't you dare blame any of it on me.

the party was so much fun! happy birthday emily and rosie!!!

Scarlett's Writing a Song ( Read more... )

I love my Ian. Nothing will stop me. Nothing can replace him.

It's been a tough week.

In the words of Forest Gump, "That's all I have to say about that."

ONCE AGAIN, THERE'S ENOUGH POISON IN THIS SONG FORWARDS TO SEND A MULTITUDE TO HELL ( Read more... )

I'm going insane. I'm scaring myself sick. This week has been pretty strange. Yesterday, I layed down from the time i got home (5:30) till dinner (7:00) and then layed in a bath for an hour. Just cause I wasn't feeling good. And I couldn't get to sleep last night either. This morning I've already turned a whole bowl of dogfood-wet and dry mixed ( Read more... )

pictures!!!!

hah...but they don't work on lj unless i've got em on photobucket. so go to my xanga... it's scarlett_fiddle_fever in case you didn't know.

We are all growing up, you know. Slowly but surely. We learn big words and become a little more mature (or less mature depending on the person). We grow in mind and body. We learn how to argue and we learn how to hate. We learn lots of things, both good and bad ( Read more... )

So, here's a little update for all those who love me or who at least care to listen to me.(Not many, considering the amount of comments i get and the amount of phone calls i've gotten over the break ( Read more... )

so, i just got back from playing a gig with my family at neuhaus cafe. it was cool, there were lots of savannah's friends there with their moms getting drunk. and chaz and his family came, which was sweet. i got candy and played violin and sang and i basically had fun. another one of those crazy deering family nights, you know!