i dont knwo what i want
i dont know whwo i am
how i feel
my favorite nujber or colr
i know one thing
and its shit
and ima shit.
so everyone should never akl to me ever ever ever ever agian.

and i would love to go on a drive right now
to downtown.
or even another town.
too bad benjamin is really sick and i just suck.

on another thought on a sleepless mind.
things dont really mean anything
the way they use to
anymore.

went to the zoo
found this spontaneous guy

made my way to gilbert
shay by side

fell in love with a boy
the same one i keep falling in love with

first time happy birthday meant anything
happy birthday drew.

"i change my mind so much i cant even trust it ( Read more... )

im not me without you.

its hard when you lose someone
but harder when its the same person over and over again.

ima douche.

i do this to myself every fucking day.

and its okay to not have friends
and its okay to taste like sweat days
because babe when its you and me
running away
from all those crazy things
in the world of which they call reality
well im happy

"i could die right now. im just happy."

im in love with a boy name drew danburry.