VERY emo entry

[rockychic]

WARNING:This entry is going to be me bitching...

i just want to say this first-ly FUCK...sorry about that...

ok so you know what tihs year has been SHIT!!!! everytime i try to be a good friend or just a friend it seems to screw me over...so why do i do it? cuz i care about u people...but im starting to think i should be a completely selfish bitch

Comments

[scarletxletter]

First things first I Love You Aly!
Next thing. I know exactly what you mean. You think you're doing all right being a good friend, being there for somebody. But yet thats never good enough for some people, and to them nothing you do can satisfy them. Then making you seem like the asshole when it is in fact them that is at fault too.
Believe me i know. I'm dealing with it now as we speak.
BUT now it goes to show you who the real friends are. Who you can open up and trust. and Who will appreciate you as a friend.
I think taking a long drive up the coast and back blasting the music as loud as your speakers will let you, in your beautiful sounds great.
Try that but be sure to come back. We have Renn Faire tomorrow AND bio will suck without passing notes to you, then heaven forbid ill have to actually pay attention to Mrs. Aiello.
<3333333 Ashlynne

[rockychic]

aww thanks babe i love you too!!!!!God forbid you pay attention to mrs.aiello!!!yeah i really wanna go to ren faire!!! a nice drive to the beach n back...sounds like a good idea

[feeling_lost]

ich liebe dich, i would say it in french,.. but alas.. i don't kno how.
i kno what u mean about trying to be a good friend.. but then it screws u over with someone else.. it has happened to me many a time.

but you kno that even if someone hurt u or u hurt someone.. it is in the past. whatever it is, and the people who are being evil whores about it should get over it. ur right, yelling doesn't help, and running away may not.. but it is good to get away for a while.. but if these people have a problem then they should sit down and talk with u about it like civilized people, not bitch about it.. b/c that doesn't solve anything.

i love u, Megan

[rockychic]

awwww i love you 2 megan thank you soooo much!!!!!my mom saidi can visit you in august!!!!

[feeling_lost]

yay! ahhhhhhhhhhh.. thats good.. b/c we are moving in june (still in beaverton, just a different apt, they are raising the rent where we are right now.) so then we will be all settled in.. and i hope w/e job i have will let me ave time of.. if i can get one.

[sumner_fan]

Aly your suck a jerk!!! Why do you have to be so nice to me all the time!!! Stop being such a GOD DAMNED GREAT FRIEND!!!! *Translation I love you Aly I think you are a wonderfully selfless person and should never let anyone destroy that characteristic

[rockychic]

thanx jessico!!you rock so hard core...thanx sooooooooooooooooo much for driving to ren faire!!! i love you 2!!!

[kiss_me_not]

Aly, I am sorry if I ever did something to bother you.. I lerva you!!! I want you to know that I am here for you NO MATTER WHAT!!!

<3 you sssosooooooooooo much!!!!!

~Sammy

[rockychic]

thanx babe no you didnt do anything i promise...i lerva (still sounds like some dirty sexual act)you 2

[0_hzl_id_poet_0]

ALY!!!!! I love you more than life itself and whoever is being bitchy, I will do kung foo on their asses just because it would be really funny to see me doing kung foo...lol. OOH! and I'll wear fuzzy bunny slippers too! OMG...can I can I can I??!!?! HAHA...I think that sounds hella fun. but i know how you feel, you just have to try not let people get to you. (easier said than done...COMPLETELY UNDERSTOOD) You're an amazing friend and i love sharing stupid stories with you. if I EVER seem bitchy about anything, tell me the second i am because i won't do it ever again...hehe. MUAH!