OH GOD I FEEL SOOOOO POOPIE... my throat has been hurting for the past week and i dont know why. Im pretty possitive it isnt strep or anything like that, but i wish it would just stop bc i want to die ( Read more... )

I feel so loved. I almost feel bad that I am loved as much as I am and so many people aren't. I know what it feels like to believe you will never have happiness. That no one will ever except you or think you are worth their time. I have had people like me before but whats that mean, nothing really. To have someone genuinely love you and have ( Read more... )

its early as you may see...way too early. I got up somewhere around 6:30 and it makes me wonder how I used to wake up earlier than this for highschool, and doesnt make me wonder why I missed the maximum amount of days every year. I MEAN SEROUSLY. Do they really expect people to be able to function this early in the morning, especially teenagers ( Read more... )

OOOOh lordy, why am I so damn BORING. I have nothing to say here! NOOOOO ONE KNOWS MEEEE.... haaaaaaaaaahahahaha. Why do I love to say that so much? Also i have realized my future career goal, to be a professional liar. That way "I can be and do whatever I want" and no one will ever be the wiser ( Read more... )

When Kevin and I were in chessies tonight a little girl walked up to the gumball machine, put a quarter in, started to turn and said "Im rick james"

sigh....i am so damn tired. I was up till about 4:00 last night dealing with a bunch of crazies and I'm god damn beat. Atleast now I think the problem with my brothers girlfriend should come to a closing, but I dont rule out the idea that it will be even more messy then it is now. You know, I have been through some of the craziest shit. Taren once ( Read more... )

So last night Kevin and I had dinner with Rachel and Jason then went back to her house...then listen to this...just listen...WE ARE ALL GOING TO PENNSYLVANIA IN JANUARY TO A SKIING RESORT FOR A WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW...oh my god, thank you rachel and ( Read more... )

I feel like complete shit right now. I'm dizzy as all hell and nausious. I think I might be getting sick. I told my mom and she told me to take my blood preasure so I did and it was like 106/84 and my pulse was like 51 and I nearly wet myself. I mean, my bp has always been pretty low but when it gets like that to the point that I feel like I have ( Read more... )

Okay, so I was at the gym today right, and I was doing weights and such when this guy comes in the door and stands at the counter. He spots one of his friends from across the gym and screamed..."HEY STEVE!!! WHERES THE GUN SHOW?!?!"...and his friend, steve I presume, exclaimed "RIGHT HERE BABY!!" and they did this twice...and I giggled.