I hate lying to my self and my friends....saying i'll be fine or i am fine when really it's all just getting worse i'm getting sick and tired with everything thats going on in my head it's replaying over and over again and i just want it all to stop and i'll do everything in my power to stop it, i'm sick of people who don't take the time to understand how other people are feeling , they judge you right away without even getting to know you, i wish i could be better and not feeling weak , worthless, hated, unloved and just plain horrible everyday of my life.
Sometimes that song Mad World from the Donnie Darko movie seems so soothing and so...right. Sometimes the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had. If I the balls to do it, I'd kill a few people in the blink of an eye.
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If I the balls to do it, I'd kill a few people in the blink of an eye.
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