I doubt it, honestly. As much as people like to think otherwise, we eventually disappoint the people we care about, if not hurt them outright.
I like to think otherwise, but let's face it - I'm the same way. So is Josh. Hoskins. Chris. Marilee. Pastor Brian. Shuie. Heather. Your parents. My parents. You. Insert name of normally extremely dependable/good/whatever person here.
It happens at varying degrees, but it's just an unfortunate part of humanity and it's brokenness.
And, like I said before, I honestly think you'll find that kind of brokenness wherever you go. New York. Timbuktu. Scotland. Wherever.
Human beings have the capacity to be selfish, egotistical, decadent creatures. But they also have the capacity for just the opposite, and I think it's a bit more apparent than some people give it credit for.
Well. The main reason I want to move is I really am starting to hate the cold and the winter to such a point that it drives me nearly batshit insane, but at the same time I dunno. Just something about a new setting is appealing. Maybe it's because I moved all my life. I dunno.
But I -am- sick of the craptacular people around here.
Because people don't know when, or how, to let go.
Do you know how many people, to this day, still judge me on my private life and actions I took over two years ago? I know I've made my mistakes. The sick, disgusting part? God can forgive me, but a few grudge-holding adolescents can't.
There's other reasons, too, but that's probably one of the main ones.
Sorry if I came off harsh and attacking, I don't mean to, but it's just one of those sore areas that I don't like talking about. >_<
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Humanity is intristically broken, stubborn, selfish, and destructive.
If you give it a chance, though, sometimes it suprises you and the undeniable beauty underneath it all becomes apparent.
-M
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Correlation? Maybe.
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I like to think otherwise, but let's face it - I'm the same way. So is Josh. Hoskins. Chris. Marilee. Pastor Brian. Shuie. Heather. Your parents. My parents. You. Insert name of normally extremely dependable/good/whatever person here.
It happens at varying degrees, but it's just an unfortunate part of humanity and it's brokenness.
And, like I said before, I honestly think you'll find that kind of brokenness wherever you go. New York. Timbuktu. Scotland. Wherever.
Human beings have the capacity to be selfish, egotistical, decadent creatures. But they also have the capacity for just the opposite, and I think it's a bit more apparent than some people give it credit for.
-M
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But I -am- sick of the craptacular people around here.
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but I do see the apeal
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Because people don't know when, or how, to let go.
Do you know how many people, to this day, still judge me on my private life and actions I took over two years ago? I know I've made my mistakes. The sick, disgusting part? God can forgive me, but a few grudge-holding adolescents can't.
There's other reasons, too, but that's probably one of the main ones.
Sorry if I came off harsh and attacking, I don't mean to, but it's just one of those sore areas that I don't like talking about. >_<
- J
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what a jerk....
lol :) J/K (and no there is absolutly no truth in jest in this incident)
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I'm terrible, I know.
- J
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