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[rodanside]

Hey everyone, sorry I've been AWOL these past couple of weeks. A lot of good stuff has happened that I've been neglecting to share, but it seems it's only the bad stuff that I ever feel like writing about anymore, which is lame. Something negative just happened and it's pretty trivial, but at the at the same time I don't know how to deal with it

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[merie15]

you don't deserve to feel that way. i just want you to know that if you ever feel like you don't have anyone to talk to, you can come to me!!! if i'm not online then send me a facebook message, anything. even if i can't help much, i like to listen and i really do care! so, just remember that. :)

[frau_myau]

I don't know you in person. I know you and what you are only from your posts. But what I see is a talented, smart, friendly, with a great sense of humour guy. Really.
Im sure so many people would be happy to be friends of yours.

[arshes_nei_2005]

For the majority of my early life, I was pretty much an introvert with people my age. I didn't have many friends in high school, even -- only one relatively close one, and we've since fallen out of touch. I found it hard to talk to my peers, to make it appear that I belonged when I knew I didn't; only around adults could I be something like myself, and even then the gaps in our respective experience were more than sufficient to make me feel the lack of real common ground. I also had a disconcerting tendency of saying the wrong thing now and then, and I would harangue myself for having been so dumb when I should have known better. My determination to contribute to a discussion, to get myself into a group of some kind with whom I could identify, left me at the fringes of the school population with other students who never really had a group identification themselves. I lived with it because I felt it a justifiable result of my "social misconduct" around others, which was really nothing more than early social awkwardness

[tiny_little_dot]

Mike,

I feel like a bad friend for not realizing this is how you feel. You always struck me as a rather confident person. I also feel it quite necessary to point out that "smart" is certainly one of the words that I would use to describe you! As well as a slew of other positive adjectives that I'd try to list if I wasn't currently brain-dead.

But more importantly, I value you as a person. You don't always have to be the most outgoing or socially adept person. I know I'm not. But the people who listen - and I'm willing to bet that there are more than you think, or feel, there are - know that you are a person to be respected and valued as a friend and as a human being.

<3,
Claire

[fireicedolphin]

I seem to remember Mr. Man that I told you that you are welcome to call at any HOUR ANY TIME YOU NEEDED A FREIND! :P Please dont hesitate to call if you need some encouragement even at the wee hours of the morning. Always have my phone on and all that sort of thing. Now as far as whats going on with you, smart is a word Id definitely use to describe you bright as well. Know that more people in the world that you may realize care bout you and therefore care about your well being. Take care of yourself and for goodness sake next time CALL ME if you need to!!!
Take care