So I was driving home today. It was a nice night, I wanted to stop, and watch the sky, but i found my self unable to... whats with that, Im filled with emotions, I dont like when i get like this... not bad emotions, but I know what comes after this, the only place from here is down. I felt alone at work tonight, I have not felt like that in a long ( Read more... )

So today was filled with not much, but it was such a needed type day, so I took the sleeping pill last night, and... was up at 9AM. FUCK THAT! my oh my, but I felt good, so I had to go to target, and get some new shampoo and condtioner, So i was look around, and found what I normaly get, the herbal essence stuff, it smells, good. So im looking ( Read more... )

work today was fun, I worked Softlines, witch is like clothing, and that what not, and im helping with the "undergarments" and these three girls from another school come in and start to try and make me feel awkord. by like holding up thongs, and things like that, and asking me question, but it had little effect on me, so then one asked me if this i ( Read more... )

Wow, that was uncalled for... Im over it. Fuck off, them there are fighting words. fuck off, the race has started. fuck off, SINNER. FUCK OFF, please dont cuss around me! fuck off, Ahhh nope, FUCK OFF, not even if you paid me! FUCK OFF! *sniff Sniff* you dont have to be so hard on me. FUCK OFF! OKAY. FUCK OFF! no thanks! FUCK OFF,... *CRACK!* FUCK ( Read more... )

NO? its cool! Any ways I went to see the Matrix 2 tonight, at the 10oclook showing, It was rad, a good movie, but it lacked the movie magic that the first one had. Maybe it was the sleepy me, or maybe they did not go into the plot very well at all, don’t get me wrong, some kick ass action, but it lacked the MATRIX of old... Stupid other movies ( Read more... )

Wow today was the workday from hell, I did not get that much sleep last night, and I wanted more when I got up, But any ways, So i get to to work at like 1055, and they are allready asking if i can stay late, so i think about it for a second. and then im like no I cant. (since im covering a call in shift today anyways) so I hit the sales floor ( Read more... )

WOW went to the M's game.... you know how i love that baseball...(YEAH RIGHT) but it was fun because i went with haley and robby, and I was soooo broke, that I had to sell robby to an old Asian women so I could get to into the game... you think im joking. I dont know what happen to the litte tike but, well he realy took one for the team. so any ( Read more... )

SO I went to a power lifting comp. To watch Snizzer (odell) lift. He kicked some ass, in spite having a shitty day of lifting, Blowing everyone out of the water on Bench and Squat. GO SNIZZER. Then I came home and cleaned the down stairs of my house, so my mom could have dinner guest over... the whole time I’m cleaning, I’m fighting with her, about ( Read more... )

SO today was a uneventfull... Oh well, Im sittting up to late once again, thinking. Tonight was an eye opening night. I will not do bad things for a long time. Im did not have much fun. But tonight I did go to the drive in movies, with Ashley and Linnea and Robby, It was fun. But things got out of hand with robby and I early. It was kinda stupid. ( Read more... )

Im so Mad right now. I hate Sci Fi. So much god damn reading. and the project that we are doing is stupid as shit. But im not bitter. No no. not me. But I was going to stay up late tonight and do home work. now i just want to say fuck it, and turn in for the night, but i could go for some food. DENNYS it is. I should get a jump on the 300 and some ( Read more... )