Today i realized just how beautiful the world is. It really is. Ofcourse when you focus on the bad things look like shit. Thinking on the brightside really brings out the beauty. I think i realized it while listening to beethoven, i mean he didnt ever hear almost of all of his music. He was deaf and missunderstood and never found a soul mate yet he ( Read more... )

These are some poems i wrote this week just feelings on my mind im not going to put a description of what they are to me, eveyone can interperate them for themselves, people on livejournal already judge everyone else so it wouldnt matter if people understood them ( Read more... )

The assassin's bullet ( Read more... )

Well on friday i went with Jessie B to Model HS to visit and see exactly what it was. Well it was amazing. They have block scheduling which is so much better than lakelands regular scheduling. First hour they told me to pick a subject i was interested in so i naturally said Film. I went down to the film room and sat in the teacher Jeff is so cool ( Read more... )

As an endless dream it went on; the spirit of the past brooding over a new generation, the chosen youth from the muddled, unchastened world, still fed romantically on the mistakes and half forgotten dreams of dead statesmen and poets. Here was a new generation, shouting the old cries, learning the old creeds, through a revery of long days and ( Read more... )

(Me) BlackLovecraft: eh theres nothing for me to do and i need to leave the house ( Read more... )

One’s condition on marijuana is always existential. One can feel the importance of each moment and how it is changing one. One feels one’s being, one becomes aware of the enormous apparatus of nothingness-the hum of a hi-fi set, the emptiness of a pointless interruption, one becomes aware of the war between each of us, how the nothingness in each ( Read more... )

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Jesus Christ what a strange week so far. Im rather pathetic, to pass my time at school i wink at all sorts of girls and tell there friends to pass along to them that i think there cute and such. One of these days its going to get me in trouble. There was this one girl about a week ago that my best friend Michelle told me about, but i had no idea ( Read more... )

WEll today was quite the Day. So i went to school it sucks like normal and then i hear in third hour that Justin got called down and that he was gonna be in deep shit. Well by 4th hour the vice princeple asks me about Miller another friend and says hes in deep shit and that he walked out of school so well yeah the Dumb ass princeple Benke was ( Read more... )