So I'm pretty bummed right now because my mom basically told me that there's no way I'm doing that pre-college summer art intensive at NHIA unless Hell freezes over and Jesus magically appears at my doorstep with 1,650 dollars... So yay. Except not. I want to do it soooooooooo fucking bad. It's like the first thing I've really felt passionate about ( Read more... )

Ode to monday ( Read more... )

Yay for leaving work early. Not yay for feeling shitty. Yay for sleeping from 2:00p.m.-7:00p.m. Not yay for forgetting to eat lunch. Yay for blankets. Not yay for cramps. Yay for dinner smells yummy. Not yay for forgetting to feed my neighbors cat. Yay for remembering to feed my neighbors cat... after awhile. And not yay for missing Jeffy ( Read more... )

So this morning I was forced to wake up at 6:00 because a little friend of mine insisted on visiting. Oh boy. Now honestly, I would probably wake up happily at 6:00 for any other friend.... But nooooo. And to top of the cake I have to work today. Seven long and boring hours of standing and waiting. I'm going to try to come home early because I ( Read more... )

Bon evening. I guess for some obscure reason I'm in an okay mood right now... But today sucked. Bothing particularly bad happened. It was just one of those sucky day that drained me and made me feel many unwelcomed emotions. Nothing to dramatic though, don't worry, I didn't cry over anymore books today. Haha ( Read more... )

So I just finished reading Nectar in a Sieve and it was probable one of the worst and most heart wrentching stories I have ever had the misfortune to read. Books have brought me to tears before, but never to the point of sobbing!!! I was crying as if my own husband had just died. I swear to God. I'm so upset right now ( Read more... )

Hello from the BHS library. YAY for Voc free periods!! I'm super tired today becuase I tried to stay up to talk to Jeffy when he got home. I hate myself because if I'd stayed up 20 minutes later I could have talked to him. Damn the world!!! But meh ( Read more... )

Forgot to post my Report Card grades... All but French and GA:

BEST MEX:B+ MAV:A
World Studies MEX:A+ MAV:A+
Band MAV:A
Pre-calc MEX:B+ MAV:A

Here are some guesses...

Graphic Arts MEX:A+ MAV:A+
French IV MEX:F MAV:B (I got A's for the other quarters)

Uh.... YAY?

Right now it's 8:52. It makes me sad to admit that this is really late for me. I guess I'm not much of a night person, though I'd like to be. I'd like to sleep in in the morning and stay up until the morning. But I can't. Pretty much it only makes me sad because That's when I'd be able to talk to Jeff... at night. Our schedules are inverted and it ( Read more... )

Today was mind numbing and completely unnecessary. That's the way things seem to be working out lately. To get my mind off of this sudden profusion of emptiness and discontent, I'm going to list the things I'm currently looking foward to:

-23rd month anniversary next wednesday (I <3 Jeffy ( Read more... )