This song is amazing! The last few days have been really crazy to say the least and I can't wait till this semester is over...but it makes me appreciate all the people around me and made me realize I dont tell you guys that I love you enough...I'll work on that...know that when I see you in pain I am in pain...know that I'd do anything for you...if ( Read more... )

the sickness has me again...and i am doing laundry and ordering pizza...i want to blow my head off...my throat hurts...i am back to a bad place...my head never stops hurting...so what if i dont wear make up...or dress like a skank...or do my hair...so what if i dress like a boy...and demand the best of people...and act like a bitch...so what if i ( Read more... )

ok so last night i had a dream that I was with this family and someone was trying to chase us we lived in suburbia and wierd things kept happening...oh i had an older brother who was really attractive and gay, and i had two younger siblings and a mom and a dad...wierd things kept happening like our huge black ford F150 was on put on top of our ( Read more... )

focus on the people that matter

^see title...just to let everyone know i have a stalker now...i feel rather important knowing that i am intimdating someone without even trying but if i end up dead in a ditch somewhere...you all know why now...and if you see someone following me in the bushes and stuff thats just my stalker...maybe wave to 'em...i think they like that... i may ( Read more... )

Why can't she make up her fucking mind?!
I'm just sittin' here wastin' so much time
I know it's my fault but it's not my problem anymore...
Some day, maybe she'll come back to me and
I'll say, "why don't you go fuck yourself"
But everybody's talkin', they know that I'm lyin ( Read more... )

Stephanie says that she wants to know
Why she's given half her life, to people she hates now
Stephanie says when answering the phone
What country shall I say is calling from across the world

But she's not afraid to die, the people all call her Alaska
Between worlds so the people ask her 'cause it's all in her mind
It's all in her mindStephanie ( Read more... )

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...could it be that I really am de-socializing myself...b/c i am getting urges to run again...but then maybe i had those urges before...i might be an electrician next week or a minister...or in japan...i feel dizzy from looking the past to the now to the future and over and over again until i feel like i want to throw up...but i feel like you are ( Read more... )

"If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days ( Read more... )