Haven't been able to sleep well in several nights...i took a nap the other day and woke up with a giant headache...thats the first time thats ever happened...when i dream...which ahs been often...the dreams are broken...and unclear...they are bad...there is always someone chasing me...and most of the time when I wake up I have problems discerning ( Read more... )

yay!!! bonfire this saturday in sd...too bad everyone's gone but thats ok now that soccer's over people should come visit me more, suckas...that means you!

today is a bad day and it just started...things need to just get better right now ( Read more... )

ok so i had my first dream since i've been up here and it was about the russian mafia ( Read more... )

pixies concert was sooooooooo much fun...except mars volta makes me want to shoot myself in the head...they replace incubus as the shitty band ever...but yeah the pixies were so great and emma and i danced the night way ( Read more... )

hello, yay! today was my birthday and it was actually a really good day...i realized that I have a ton of people who love and i love them too!!!! meep but yeah ok well tonight off to spaghetti factory with the redlands peeps and then saturday off to of course, corvette diner with the san diego peeps...o and one from oceanside but he is crazy and ( Read more... )

hello...things have been strange lately...i've been kinda sick and that sucks i miss alexa and sara and i want to go visit them but i have no free time...my birthday is in two weeks and no one will celebrate with stupid andy doesn't even call me back! school is well except i am always tired...my room is just as messy as it is at home wh/is the way ( Read more... )

"Perfect"

I know we're just like old friends
We just can't pretend
That lovers make amends
We are reasons so unreal
We can't help but feel that something has been lost

But please you know you're just like me
Next time I promise we'll be
Perfect
Perfect
Perfect strangers down the line
Lovers out of time
Memories unwind

So far I still ( Read more... )

hmm this dream was two nights ago...it starts off with me looking at a really shiny blade of a knife right in front of my eyes and i can hear my own breathing its very loud...i feel trapped in the body...someone is holding me around the shoulders...they are standing behind me and are saying something like they are going to slit my thoat...its jumpy ( Read more... )

so along with the alleged rape there was another attack last night right in front of my dorm...i should have gone to that meeting and gotten my rape whistle...damn...i actually am a little freaked out...they said the attacker was another student too...i had a nightmare that reminded me of kill bill...will write about that when i have more time...